everytime it's always the same thing. cant seem to let go of it. i'm being really unfair. i know. it's not good. i hate it when i do this but it's somethign caught up with thorns clinging on to the walls of heart. every time i try to let it go.. remove it, it bleeds again. the scar bleeds again. how do i get rid of this stupid feeling? can someone help me? it's killing me and it's killing someone too. someone help me. please. maybe it's just me who can help myself. but how do i trust again? trust is something u earn and it's even harder this time round because of the broken trusts in the past. but i love this girl. and i'm very sure of it. i know you'll stay by myside if i need you. i know how much u dont want me to go away. the same way i dont want u to go. but my mind's stopping me from trusting anyone with my heart anymore. and i dont hold the key to unlock the chains. you do.