ever since i'm stuck in here, i dont know why i cant think of anythign brilliant anymore. well, maybe i do but not in a design sense. my ideas cant flow anymore. this sucks. how am i gonna get a job when i cant even improve my already bad portfolio? and i would love to venture into other areas which i dont really have any background of. so how? how do i go about this. i guess i wanna just go work at some video store and watch movies everyday. i bet not a lot of us still know what to do in our lives. well, i did. had everything planned out. but didnt really make plan b believable. shoosh. could be earning 2k a month now if not for my back. that'll cover me for the next 3 years. bah. well, that's not gonna work anymore. so i'm back at square one. 2k a month. man i blew that. being in camp sucks. i'm overloaded with work. work that keeps on piling up. I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TAKE UP AN ADMIN POSITION E-V-E-R. urgh. i cant stand papers.